Monday, May 28, 2012

Fighting the post-grad malaise

As I got on the ramp to I-77 N, leaving Davidson and the last four years behind me, I felt a thud.  In the rearview mirror, I saw some creature writhing and hissing in pain.  A snake.  Soon-to-be-roadkill snake.  Looks like I’m already doing some good in this world.
In all seriousness, though, “doing good” is something I’m seeking.  At Davidson, that pursuit was easy to track.  The accompanying sense of accomplishment and self-worth wasn’t always easy to come by, but success at least had a set formula: I wrote a good paper and got an A!  Now, I got nothing.  No parameters for success, no litmus test for a job well done.  I’ve entered that transition period where I’m not a student anymore, but neither am I a fully functioning adult, supporting myself and paying all the bills.  I’m like a half-man.
I hope you’ll read along, as I become a man working for the Man. 

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