Monday, May 28, 2012

My stomach rumbled

To celebrate a successful end to my Faulkner seminar and its often-disconcerting term paper, I bought an antique-y edition of Knight's Gambit, sat down in a coffee shop, and read a couple chapters.  Then I saw this:

Bill and Karl reunite.  I get sick to my stomach.  You can't see it in this still, but my hand's shaking as my body quakes.
Damn you, Billy Boy and Karl.  I just can't escape those two.

Fighting the post-grad malaise

As I got on the ramp to I-77 N, leaving Davidson and the last four years behind me, I felt a thud.  In the rearview mirror, I saw some creature writhing and hissing in pain.  A snake.  Soon-to-be-roadkill snake.  Looks like I’m already doing some good in this world.
In all seriousness, though, “doing good” is something I’m seeking.  At Davidson, that pursuit was easy to track.  The accompanying sense of accomplishment and self-worth wasn’t always easy to come by, but success at least had a set formula: I wrote a good paper and got an A!  Now, I got nothing.  No parameters for success, no litmus test for a job well done.  I’ve entered that transition period where I’m not a student anymore, but neither am I a fully functioning adult, supporting myself and paying all the bills.  I’m like a half-man.
I hope you’ll read along, as I become a man working for the Man. 

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Weekday hippies in Asheville: Feist comes to the Orange Peel

The past couple years, I’ve made a point of leaving Davidson during Finals, that dreaded time of year when your friends are over-caffeinated, under-slept, and may or may not have cried or screamed into a pillow.  Not the happiest bunch of people.
And so my roomie Hayden and I got the hell out of here, for just a few hours.  Destination: Asheville, North Carolina’s hipstermecca, where it’s unusual for passersby not to wear skinny jeans, where you can find burritos made with fresh ingredients (Who knew?), and where it’s hard not to run into a music venue.  There are lots of great shows.  Last night, Feist played at the Orange Peel.  I’d been waiting to see her for years, and she did not disappoint. 
My expectations were uber-high.  It’s hard not to be so demanding of Miss Leslie.  For some of our favorite artists, their myth, their legend, just seems all the more magical when they don’t tour often, when you can’t be just a few feet from their flesh and blood.  When you finally get the chance to be with your heroes, a good performance can still disappoint.  For me, the show can go a couple ways: your hero is detached and removed (to say it bluntly, an ass and possibly pompous), or he/she connects with you.  You don’t have to have a conversation, but you feel the energy.  Leslie Feist did more than that.  She was an icon and a bud.
            She cracked jokes, twitch-danced (whatever that is), took the crowd’s cameras and snapped pics from the stage.  Leslie was personable.  We even got past the first question you ask to begin any relationship: “Where’re you from?”  When Leslie would name a city, state, or country, she asked people to respond in the affirmative by singing, “Ahhhhhhhhh.”  Eventually, she had the entire room singing, and this “Ahhhhhhhhh” we belted happened to be in the key of the next song.  And so we all sang together.  Tribal, hippie shit at its best.
The communal feeling helped.  Everybody was familiar with her tunes, even the deeper cuts.  That’s one of the great things about Leslie.  The friends who bash me (lovingly, I hope) for my hipster-isms know a song like “The Park.”  It’s difficult not to immerse yourself in her music.  I’m sure the crowd would agree, as most nodded, sang, and danced in tune with each song.
            I will say that the excitement could be a little much sometimes.  As Leslie went from a super catchy, upbeat song, like “I Feel it All,” to a much quieter one, like “Bittersweet Melodies,” people kept clapping vigorously in rhythm.  In front of me, there was a girl from Brazil with raggedy hair and piercings; she fist pumped and swung her hand back and forth so hard that she nearly scratched my cornea a few times.  My stature, of 6’ 5”, put my eye in line with her nail.  I’d like to note that this girl’s near-moshing was to the tune of this track.  Still, I appreciated her energy.  She even knew the song that hadn’t been released yet.  And she clapped along to that one.
My height wasn’t always so compromising, though.  Both Hayden and I were among the tallest at this show, and so our heads sort of floated above the crowd.  Not only did we have a good view of the stage, but Leslie had a good view of us.  During “The Bad in Each Other,” she averted her gaze toward us, and she and I made eye contact.  Earlier in the night, she had oriented her body toward the center of the venue, but during the song she shifted stage left, toward me and Hayden. I’m not saying she had a crush, just that the connection felt intimate.  This moment came after watching the video for the same song earlier that afternoon. Among all the hired actors in the clip, she was THE star. At the show, we were buds. Me and les. I think she's coming by the apartment later.

Feist plays at the Orange Peel